First at all, I want to say sorry. To all I wanted to commishion and especially SpectralFairy (https://www.deviantart.com/spectralfairy) who I owe money. I cannot hold any contest or pay for commission because in january I was taken to mental hospital and was there for couple of months. Now I don't have rights to have credit card, I have only little money help from government and thats all. I have schizophrenia and it's nothing that can be cured.
Sorry once again, I promise to get back to you if I will have any credit card help from my friends or family.
I feel like a wreck now, because I know that my illness messed not only my life but also life of others.
I love you all, Rac